Sleep Soundly on Clouds

My son Oreo did not make it through surgery... ..im ...im in shock. We were supposed to make a YouTube video for all of you who was sending your hopes and prayers for him. Oreo swallowed a half a cup of thread!!...thread!! it wrapped around his tongue, throat, and just did major damage inside. I feel like its all my fault....he was born on April 1st, wud have been 2yrs old on April fools day. he was the silliest cat ever...we supposed to celebrate, have a party with extra catnip....he supposed to wake me up in the morning. he supposed to talk to me and my sister about why he likes to flush the toilet and open cabinets and finally tell me why he jumped in my oven when he was 8months old he suppose beg my mom for her ice cream...i cant believe he is not coming home to me...for those who contributed by donating their efforts and commissions..i thank you with every fiber in my heart..